i think i'm going to spend forever in my pajamas.

christmas eve was dominated by rain. the parental units kept on labelling it as swerte along with the neighbors -- i saw it as.. well, rain. we had noche buena with the rest of the pinoys in the compound; and i, in my natural being, had about 4 trips to the buffet table. the only reason behind that -- eighteen years ago, my mother gave birth to a glutton. yun lang, hehe.

moving on, christmas. *balls fist, hits chest twice, points up* His day. i got a major dose of homesickness, at dahil don nakabuo ako ng bagong motto -- sleep is good.
falling asleep to the sound of rain and wind is better.
lonelier, in an equally ironic sense.

oh yeah. on christmas, i had to do laundry. the culmination of my girl scrooge package.

mapait ang hangin, i admit. nonetheless, i'm holding on a force above my own head.
this will get better. fuck yeah it will.
CHRISTMAS 2004, WATCH OUT.

i hope you guys had a good christmas.
really.